I don't know how I'll feel Tomorrow (tomorrow) Tomorrow (tomorrow) I don't know what to say Tomorrow (tomorrow) Tomorrow is a different day
I know that tomorrow will be a different day awaiting for me...
Current MSN nick : [ widdiq (.") ] I am CRYING, HURTING because of HIM..I soo HATE myself..I'm a FREAK!- [ (".) sadida ]
Why why wuld i feel this way? I've never cried and been hurt like this ever before.. I juz want REAL love.. I juz want it to turn out the way i want it to be..
Why cant it juz happen that way? Why muz it be a lot of suffering? And why muz it happen after i thught of happiness?
WHY?
Unanswered questions... Does god wants it to happen that way? Does he wants to repay back the bad things i have done in the past? Does he wants to make me feel sad and depressed? Does he wants me to sffer until i meet HIM?
All i know is that i love HIM a lot and i juz want to be near and with HIM.. Forever.. I will do anything for and with him... Nobody feel the way lyk i am feeling now... I juz want to have a sense being with HIM.. I never thught that is wrong.. I neva want me to be wrong..
Izzit to difficult to juz let me be with HIM? I never prayed or wished that he broke up with HER! I only prayed if we have jodoh, we will soon meet... That's all.. I never think thats wrong..
I'm scared.. I'm scared one day HE'LL belong to HER.. After months and years together, They'll get married.. I'm scared that will ever happen.. Thats is when i shattered... I am afraid that i will DIE and LIFELESS w/o HIM.. I am afraid of LOSING HIM... That's all...
I sound so stingy, and self-thinking.. Well, i am definitely NOT! I care for other people but this only is my main priority... I focussed on it as i thught it needs more attention...
Jus just now i made plans with my cuz for my meeting with HIM.. Then i went to friendster, And saw he changed back to In A Relationship.. I was of course hearbroken.. Urgh..
I will continue praying and wishing for it to happen.. Me and HIM, Finally, Forever, TOGETHER...
That's all i ask.. That's all... End...
And I wanna believe you When you tell me that it will be okay Ya, I try to believe you Not today, today, today, today, today Tomorrow it may change Tomorrow it may change Tomorrow it may change Tomorrow it may change...........
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- 16 yrs old ('07)
- TKGian; computer clubber.
- born on 23rd May 1991
- unattached - 1/5, 2/5, 3/2 & 4/2 ('07)
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