This Jokers Tears
I am the joker,
The clown amongst the pack,
And I give off the impression,
That life is like water off my back.
I love to make friends happy,
Although I sometimes make them mad,
But my laughter hides secrets,
Of a girl who is so sad.
Inside my heart it is weeping,
I cover its pain with a life that's a lie,
And if people would take a look closer,
They would see all the truth in my eyes.
But I don't want to be a burden,
I just want to make people smile,
For if they found out the plain, honest truth,
I think they would all run a mile.
I just want to appear as the joker,
I don't want to pass on my pain,
This hurt I have lived with all of my life,
Will never be passed on again.
And forgive me if I sometimes get moody,
I try never to be so outside,
It's just that sometimes this mask I do wear,
Comes apart with the sorrow I hide.
This is truly wads within me but all of you juz cant see it as i juz want u guyz to smile and be happy!