if you care about me, why cant u juz show it instead of hiding it?
i'm sick of his brotherly love for me. why can't he juz be himself? why can't he see that i have some feelings for him? why can't he understand teh REAL me?
The convo juz now with him is one of the crucial one cause i almost tell him the truth!
it starts like this
din: hey! u're back from school me: yea.. why? din: i'm still at school. doing some stuff. me: wad stuff sia? until afternoon liddat.. din: got symphonic band thingy. gotta stay back a while. me: heh.. kesiannye. din: yarh. school sucks. sheesh. me: LoL. I always know that. So how are u now? din: stress. parents are like din blaja din blaja. iritating sak. me: heh.. mine are also lyk that. parents are all kinda same. how's ur *ehem ehem* life. din: so u've been waiting to ask me that question right? ummm... nad still doesn't get the idea that i lyk her. me: dun u lyk like anyone else instead of her? u've been waiting for her lyk 5 months. din: it doesn't matter. love conquers all what. there's sumthing that u wanna tell me. i can FEEL it. me: yea RIGHT. nuthing. din: SPILL it out!!! me: ummm... i haven see nad b4. is she THAT pretty? din: nope. looks doesn't mean anything to me. me: then wad characteristics that ur perfect ghurl have? din: why are u suddenly asking all this questions? i know the perfect ghurl when i meet HER. me: i dun see any signs to meet my PERFECT guy.. din: u need signs?? LOL.. me: urgh. u're annoying me. din: then dun chat with me. me: who started the convo first? din: i juz want to know how are you. thats all me: is that all whats important to you??? whether i am fine? if i say i'm not fine? din: why aren't u fine? u were okay a few minutes back. me: wadever. stop being such a brother to me and be caring. chat to someone else. din: i'm not being a brother. wad are u trying to say? why suddenly the angry part of you that i've never seen are coming out now? me: dun bother to ask. i'm done chatting with you today. din: OOI!! WAIT!! I still dun know what u mean. me: BYE!
( i blocked din)
haiz.. he still doesn't know my feelings towards him. itz a one-sided love. life is not fair and NEVER will.
i dunno till when i'll unblock him. if he has indeed sum feelings for me, he'll find a way out to contact me. i'm done with the games of the heart.
THEY SUX!!!
** my first month anniversary with B.K. [ May we live happily EVER after till the day i DIE! ]
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- 16 yrs old ('07)
- TKGian; computer clubber.
- born on 23rd May 1991
- unattached - 1/5, 2/5, 3/2 & 4/2 ('07)
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- creative zen> - adidas wallet, pencil case, bag, watch & water bottle - more LADY-LIKE tops
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- OLYMPUS SP700 - BIG tweety bird soft toy
- meet, take pictures with, smile at, hug HADY MIRZA - cut my hair - ripples/havaianas flip flops - satisfied grades
- Nokia 5300
- Super Junior Vol. 2, Super Junior Planner & Super Junior Goodies (posters, stickers & pictures)
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