hmm. i guess this pass few days have been a wreck. even without CAs. I've been going home late for the past few days and i tell u, i HATE it so damn bloody much. thinking of changing my blogskin though. the window is kind of small and difficult to post big pictures.
as u know, my beloved grandfather passed away on friday at 1.20am that's why i didn't go to school on that day. very awkward and weird i should say cause i never pon school in my whole life before. i always attend every single day. the mc-less face.
when i received the call from my mum at 1.25am, i couldn't sleep no longer. my mum went home while my uncles take my grandpa's body from the mortuary. my mum reached home at about 2.15am and she told me to get ready to go to my grandpa's house and help out all the stuff that is needed. so i bathe, which in this case, a very VERY long time. so when we left home, it is about 4.35am. we reached my grandpa's home about 5.15am. i tell u, i tried to sleep but amazingly, i can't. maybe it is because my grandpa juz died is the reason.
so i wear tudong very halphhazardly(umm? correct?). and uglily. (WHY???) it was an ugly sight. yea. so i help buy flowers to tabur on top of his grave later on. i saw posters of Workers' Party and i love 'em. at ang mo kio. LoL.
so i help arrange the chairs and stuff until it is 8am. that's when lotsa people come. and my grandpa's body came. so blah blah blah. i cried even though i promised not to. how can i be so cold when someone i love passed away? damn. i hate myself for even crying now. this make me wants to become a doctor so i can help out those elderly to detect their illnesses before it's too late like my grandpa. i will. i can. i have better score well in bio.
so yea, we went to pusara abadi to bury him. but before that, all of us pray for him at masjid al-firdaus. and i tell you, my sadnesses evaporate cause the masjid is near CDA (civil defence academy) and u know my lovable feelings towards civil defence people. i tell u, it is in my genes. i got 5 HOT civil defence officers' name. shall not type here. scared he will find his name here and be shocked.
why do i look far when i have someone near me? someone with the letter R. sure nafisah know. he's all that i want in a guy. but i'm not THAT interested in him. he has been my sms companion and so forth. he's such a gentleman. but for all i know, maybe he's not sincere. but, i shall give it a go. known him for 1 1/2 weeks. not rushing things though. yea. that's abt it.
but still, the chai chee guy rocks my world. ouh. whatever.
anyway, i love my grandpa a lot. a lot. much much much more than my grandma. psychopath. (oops)
more interesting upcoming event. - NE Learning Journey - Kenduri for my arwah atuk (7th day) - Outing with Mimi and bik mas to watch MI3 - Gema Temasek - Danse Fe'line Sur Cordes
woo. hope this week is gonna get better!
** p.s. someone wants tuition from me. 'Can Can' are u sure? But can't confirm though. maybe my a maths will suck nxt time round.
tic toc no it's the clock again at 8:43 PM
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