i juz realise that sometimes out perspection of something is different as it was to come across. like i was towards hadi(note: i'll be using this name). i thought he was really cold towards me and he hates me or something. but he wasn't. it was all the other way round. who am i to be responsible for this? i didn't know what to react upon seeing the video.
the whole scenario was juz upside down. he was mild & sweet towards me. i juz couldn't see that. and guess what? he even said "thank you" TWICE. you should see then you judge. currently sending to Fadho. i hope she could see how the situation was. he was shy to ask my name too. ish. wida.
Fadh say HE WAS SAD.
she say HOW COULD i do such a thing.
i didn't know okay.
it was so unsuspected.
i hope he'll forgive & forget.
i hope.
but then, i said HE HATES ME out loud. i bet he heard it lah. WHY?
should i go to his house for raya? i hope i have the courage to go. i don't want to be SHY. juz like he is towards me. then nothing will work out kalau gitu. insya'allah i'll kuatkan semangat.
next time i meet him, i'll be brave to share my heart to him. cross fingers. ilu hadi.
lalalaalalaaa
next post: criteria for my perfect guy. i promise. not another hadi crap.
tic toc no it's the clock again at 5:38 PM
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