so they're having a gathering today.

all those mothafakers.

UHHHH.

annoyance.

they're just a bunch of suck-ups in front of their ooooh BELOVED idol.

whatever asses.

i'm still gonna steal glances there later.

haha.

take pics as well.

WHOOPEE!

i didn't get the tix to the recording of "Wish Upon A Star" but what the hell lah.

i'm smiling now not thanks to them but cause i have great dreams yesterday.

ohhhh.

i just love it.

i'm posting it today, baybeh.

i have two dreams that takes place back to back!!!

first was about Saddad.

me, atiqah, nazlyna & fadh was in a particular canteen.

i was playing the guitar and singing along to a "jiwang" song.

we were just hanging out.

then, out of the blue, at the corner,

saddad & his friend came.

he was holding onto a guitar.

as i said in my previous post, the guy has to sing a song for/to me in order that i'm certain he's doing as much as he can to woo me. LOL.

so, he did.

with that, he sat down on the table, rested the guitar on his lap and played it.

his friend was just accompanying him.

he was singing along to this song which was so soothing and heartfelt.

throughout the song he was looking and glancing at me.

he makes me blush!

so then, all my gfs were laughing.

i was cair-ing.

after that, all became a blur and there i was, shopping in a mall.

there was this function held in a few hours more to go featuring hady.

i was ecstatic.

i went down to take a look but i was approached by this woman to help out with the souvenirs.

i gladly said yes, cause i'm a very nice person who helps out people in need.

mmmhhhmmmm.

then then then, somebody touched my shoulder and sat BESIDE me.

guess who?

the man himself, hady mirza.

he was talking to the whole group till he turned to me and said, "How ya doin'?"

i was like stuttering.

then he laughed and chatted like we knew each other well.

then he reached out his hand and ask, "Let's go to the hairdresser!"

i was like "wooo. cool!" p.s. being as idiotic as i can lah.

then he led me to a particular jean yip salon and he washed his hair & all.

while getting his hair done, he asks a woman in-charge there to do my hair as well.

i retaliated.

cause i'm no superstar babe.

he was saying convincingly to me. i was filled with assurance.

"Don't worry. Make you hair lagi lawar."

i smiled.

so yea, i did get my hair makeover.

i was stunning.

plus in that dream, i had long hair.

with curls at the end.

it's wavy & enriched.

ahhhhhh.

ooh. i want that!!!! (as in real life, i mean)

then she clipped my hair in a really weird manner.

but it was BEAUTIFUL.

seriously.

he looked at me with glistening eyes.

i gave him a smile. (that's what i practically always do when i met him. =P)

he uttered the word, "You're so stunning, Wida."

i blushed. and i was like WHAT? HE KNOWS MY NAME??(in my heart)

he took my hand and brought me to the performance stage.

he was going to perform.

then this woman stand beside me and said, "You're the most fortunate girl to have Hady's heart."

my reaction: open mouth.

he was singing on stage the song "Cry For Help".

he ended. "That's a song for the girl who makes me feel in the wrong whenever she left me. But today, she's here and i'm not gonna let that happen. i'm gonna TAKE CHARGE!"

everyone was laughing and clapping.

including me.

i was the MOST HAPPIEST woman on EARTH. it is. :)

after his 3 performances, he went down the stage and looked at me.

the woman beside whisked me away backstage.

and i straightaway hugged him.

don't ask me why!!

we took a walk.

as separate people but then, he silently moved his hand towards mine and hold it tightly.

i was shocked and returned the tight grip back.

he said, "it's been a long time since i met & saw you. now, i won't let it slip away."

he moved his hand up to my shoulders and i cuddled him.

i hold his belly.

mmmhhhmmm. *squishy*

it was a very warm feeling.

it looks like so REAL.

FEELS real.

then, all seems magical.

he looked down at me with his eyes that shows "i'm in love."

suddenly, BOOM.

both of us was on the floor.

he was unconscious.

and i saw hearts flying around.

his heart went into this gurl.

this gurl's heart went into the guy beside's her.

my heart to his.

but not one comes to me.

i was sad.

he was conscious back and went towards the gurl that his heart went to.

so, i was there speechless.

later did i know that i was just dreaming.

and Hady didn't really love me.

maybe it was a spell for me to feel like how it is to be with Hady.

and my hope now is, i do want to be with him and experience this whole incident.

i love you, Muhd. Mirzahady Bin Amir.